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22

Jul

back in toronto. so tired. will share later.

People will stare. Make it worth their while → Badgley Mischka | Pre-Spring ‘15

21

Jul

bradynoftarth said: i love the way you write.

bradyn, you made my night. you rock.

my hotel neighbours are passionate. huge music buffs. like they can’t wait to blast that music for all to partake in endless singing and dancing alongside them. i dig it. especially since they’re not my forever neighbours. 

bilal - the gracious young man who whisked me away from toronto to miami - is a delight. we’re enjoying ourselves and we don’t need to speak to each other to know that. we’ve been silent most of this trip. observing miami, writing, taking it all in. i like silence. and i especially like people i can share silence with. 

he just got out of a hour long shower. 

we ended our night at the beach. he fell asleep in the sand after walking along the shore and disappearing in the water for quite some time. dark, stormy clouds hovered above us. i flashed my phone’s light at the sea. couldn’t see a thing. then i remembered bilal can’t swim. so i proceeded to freak out. silently. i figured if he died, his body would have washed up on shore. and i figured i would have felt something. we’re connected, bilal and i. i would feel his death. so i sat back down and waited. there were people lounging behind me so i have witnesses - i did not murder my friend. the sea did not deliver. instead, that lanky, brown thing walked itself back to the towel beside mine. 

"i thought you were dead," i laughed.

"did you?" bilal smiled. 

he then proceeded to tell me how i would be found innocent if i was tried for murder. “obviously.”

it was a really nice night. sea side therapy, people. sit with the water and listen to music. and you’ll realize the world is yours and you can do anything. 

i’m looking forward to returning to toronto. i’m looking forward to beginning therapy. i’m looking forward to growing.

ALSO I BOUGHT THESE GREAT SLUTTY ITEMS FROM FREE PEOPLE THAT I SHALL WEAR FOR FUN TIMES WITH PEOPLE I LIKE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. BEAUTIFUL, SLUTTY STUFF, MY FRIENDS, MADE OF LACE. 

yes. yes i will share photos. 

next time on sabahtude:

the holocaust memorial; last day in miami.

and later

toronto! moving in! shopping! birthday plans! 

20

Jul

cheese3d:

i think i can accurately say that i can crush a man’s head with my thighs

i had been looking for an apartment. went to all the corners of toronto. i told everyone about my hunt. and through word of mouth and theatre connections, i found it, bby. i found a home. it’s mine. and hopefully, it will be so for a long while. 

my birthday is next week. 

the rest of july will be fun times. i hope it will be fun times for you too.

and if you’re looking for a place to live, you will find one. it will happen. you will find a lovely home - the best home for you!

next time on sabahtude:

more miami. 

and later:

moves into new home; begins job hunt; parties. forever. 

~cool outro music~

Shit gurl, travel that world! Have fun!

thanks qt. i shed a tear. i miss you. come back. 

MIAMI IS BEAUTIFUL.

bilal is asleep. already. i’m living it up in our hotel room. quietly playing music, downloading music and streaming. wutwut. #partayanimal

learning to talk more. converse more. with other people because i don’t do that. so here, i will begin on tumblr. sharing is caring. 

going back to the water in the morning. mmm. 

impulse is good, people. follow the impulse. at least once.

15

Jul

On Wine

tipsfrompip:

Do not expect a wine you bought that afternoon to be at its best if served that evening. To arrive at your house, that bottle has been shipped on several different modes of transportation, jostled onto shelves, and then carried home in your backpack. After such a journey, it needs to rest a bit…

kateordie:

Funny story: I used to be a makeup artist for a living. I went to school and worked for MAC for close to a year. I get a lot of questions about how I wear lipstick, so here’s a little doodle answer. Kisses!

kateordie:

Funny story: I used to be a makeup artist for a living. I went to school and worked for MAC for close to a year. I get a lot of questions about how I wear lipstick, so here’s a little doodle answer. Kisses!

On Single-Person Gendered Washrooms

tipsfrompip:

Why?

04

Jul

(Source: olyaskye)

03

Jul

A Reminder to My Future Self in the Middle of Depression

writingsforwinter:

Remember one day your bed will no longer be your only home.

Remember one day you will love yourself completely, without bounds

or regrets, radically and with everything you have,

and yourself will love you back just as equally.

Remember one day you will stop wanting…

02

Jul

humansofnewyork:

"We’re eye doctors.""What’s something about the eye that most people don’t realize?""The eye doesn’t see. The brain sees. The eye just transmits. So what we see isn’t only determined by what comes through the eyes. What we see is affected by our memories, our feelings, and by what we’ve seen before."

humansofnewyork:

"We’re eye doctors."
"What’s something about the eye that most people don’t realize?"
"The eye doesn’t see. The brain sees. The eye just transmits. So what we see isn’t only determined by what comes through the eyes. What we see is affected by our memories, our feelings, and by what we’ve seen before."

(Source: instagram.com)